It took me a while to come to terms last friday that it was my last cell time in Truelight that day. And I felt sad.... really sad..
Isn't it irritating that we only get to appreciate and realize how good / precious certain peeps or events are to us when we are abt to say goodbye, when things are coming to an end.
To be frank, I have lost count of the many times where I have complained to Mok about how sianz it is to go for cell and the temptation to not go. But I'm proud to say, that I will still go in the end!! This cell is the first cell that I could enjoy the privilege of being a cell member, after such a long while of being a leader. And I must say that it felt great being a member again! Not having to worry abt the cell outcome, not having to prep for cell word, not having to text msg ppl and still having to chase peeps for reply!!... etc etc.. What a privilege!! And it's all coming to an end...
When I agreed to lead cell again, just 1.5 mths ago... I was still fighting it within me. To take up the responsibility of shepherding, to be facilitating cell once again. Can I do it? Do I want to do it? ... I struggled for many months... but God reminded me that it is an even greater privilege to have the opportunity to serve Him and that I have been resting enough. =p
And it's time for me to resume my service once again.
So... I'm changing cell. My comfort is that Mok will be coming with me! It's exciting... when I think of us serving the Lord together in this cell.
Yet, it's also sad... I'm changing family... though I know that the next cell will be a great cell too.. but I can't help but be reluctant to let go of my current family and roots.
Thanks Truelight.. and thanks Gabby for leading us... Will truly miss u guys alot... !! ... Oh man.. I feel like crying now!... so emo...!! arrgghh... haha...
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On a lighter note:
My dearest frens and my godson!!
Bdae celeb at Akashi for Wendy and Rachel
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Best frens and our dearest Calebie!!
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Wendy, I'm so gonna miss u next yr! =(

I feel like crying again.. oh man!! Emo emo!!!



